I have HORRIBLE luck with girls. I try, but sometimes I'm just so nervous and scared of rejection. I finally got up the nerve to tell this friend thats a girl that I talked to all the time, she said we should stay friends. Friend Zone. Ugh. I told this old crush taht I had I used to like and she was cool about it. She also said, that I shoudl stop being so down on myself because she found me smart, sweet and cool. She has a bf. But notice, she didnt say cute. Personally, I think they are as ugly as they come. But, now she says she'll save me a dance at prom.
Thats all I get, obligations. Girls feel sorry for me, so they feel like they MUST do things for me. NO not sex, just little things to boost my confidence. Gosh, I hate my life. But I hate me more. Sometimes I really do consider ending it all.