I told this old crush taht I had I used to like and she was cool about it. She also said, that I shoudl stop being so down on myself because she found me smart, sweet and cool. She has a bf. But notice, she didnt say cute. Personally, I think they are as ugly as they come. But, now she says she'll save me a dance at prom.

Thats all I get, obligations. Girls feel sorry for me, so they feel like they MUST do things for me. NO not sex, just little things to boost my confidence. Gosh, I hate my life. But I hate me more. Sometimes I really do consider ending it all.

...if you want to talk PM me.

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look in the mirror and keep on shining*

Not everyone is going to get someone. Get over it.
Not everything in life is going to go the way you want it to go. Take what you have and deal with it.

I stopped caring about girls a long time ago.

My dad did, and he's been "married??" for 14 years now.

longer than an average marriage, most people nowadays get divorced.

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So?

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Life isn't just about girls and sex, you know.  

Not everyone is going to get someone. Get over it.  
Not everything in life is going to go the way you want it to go. Take what you have and deal with it.  

I stopped caring about girls a long time ago.

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You stopped caring?