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D: You need a hug. -hug.-
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i know what you mean..
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I've left depression, but sadly, I'm a worrier at heart -__-'.
Sometimes, I wish it would be nice to get rid of any emotion... but it's not something I'm consciously capable of, and not something I truly wish to do.
you just have to stop giving a crap about everything
and gain a really really broad perspective
and have almost nothing to lose
then the sky is the limit
but theres nothing really to reach for
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you just have to stop giving a crap about everything
and gain a really really broad perspective
and have almost nothing to lose
then the sky is the limit
but theres nothing really to reach for
Yes, I've hit points like that, but only when I reached my worst state of depression.
Sadly, doing what you're asking is to destroy everything I've been for the past 18 years... and it's so fixed into my life (in fact, it's part of my faults), that it's not something I can turn around.
My concern and worry for others and events is one of the things that really takes a toll on me sometimes, and if I could at least tone it down to a normal level, that would be nice, lol.
everything can turn around, it just takes time. and theres a big difference between actually being there philosophically and just being miserable
usually with these things its impossible to be 'normal', once you get over it if you truly do (not many people really do) you end up pretty different than everyone else, because there was a legitimate reason or problem for why you felt that way in the first place
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everything can turn around, it just takes time. and theres a big difference between actually being there philosophically and just being miserable
usually with these things its impossible to be 'normal', once you get over it if you truly do (not many people really do) you end up pretty different than everyone else, because there was a legitimate reason or problem for why you felt that way in the first place
but its boring and its lame to realize that all your efforts got you absolutely nowhere in terms of doing anything productive in the world
because not much can really be done
but if you had known this in the first place, wouldve been nice
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but its boring and its lame to realize that all your efforts got you absolutely nowhere in terms of doing anything productive in the world
because not much can really be done
but if you had known this in the first place, wouldve been nice
I don't know about being a sheep... and I don't have to necessarily feel productive to gain happiness. I have a few things which are my hopes for the future, and that's all I need. Productivity... is very much relative to the person...
its not so black and white as in sheep or non-sheep
but there are different levels
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