First off, if everyone is putting you down, you can't take that. Stand up for yourself and prove them wrong! Everyone has some worth and a place in this world. You just need to find out where. Try working on your self esteem, maybe do something for the community. Volunteer work makes me happy, knowing that I am helping people out. Try exercising too. That works great too.
Don't cut! It only digs you deeper into your problems. I used to cut, and it did nothing but bad things. You are better off facing your problems and letting them know that you are somebody!
Everyone is depressed sometimes, you just need to find your way out of it. Avoid the people that make you feel bad, and if you can, remove them from your life.
Try to become more optimistic. What you think, so shall you be. If you think negatively, your life will be mostly negative. Think positively, then your life will be mostly positive.
If you are feeling suicidal, then you should go to a therapist immediately! Suicide is not the way out. It leaves your family and friends guilt stricken. No one wants their friends and family to be like that! Don't do it!
In conclusion, you should stick up for yourself, don't cut, and maybe try to become optimistic. Volunteer work and exercise helps when you are feeling down. Last but not least, do not kill yourself! If you are feeling like that, then go to a therapist immediately! If you want to talk, you can PM me anytime. Good luck!
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