I know how you feel. I have gone through that as well, and still am. I have learned that you just can't give up. That is the weakest thing you can do. If life knocks you down, get back up. The feeling comes and goes, but it dissipates over time. If you are thinking of suicide or are depressed to the point where you can't do anything, I advise that you go see a counselor. They can really help you.
To get your mind off of your depression, try playing video games, or listening to music. That will get your mind off of how depressed you are. Whenever I feel depressed, I take my mind off it, and after a while, I feel much better.
Try exercising. That always helps me. You may need some motivation to start, but it really helps. You can just take out your anger of life while running. You will feel much better. I guarantee it.
I am really sorry that you feel this way, but it will get better. I promise. You just cannot give up and leave this world. If you want to talk further, you can always talk to me. Good luck!
Post edited at 2:10 pm on Aug. 7, 2008 by acausedelle
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We can live beside the ocean
Leave the fire behind
Swim out past the breaker
Watch the world die