This reply might take a while. My apologies if none of it makes sense. I have a horrible headache, and I probably shouldn't be replying...
Can I take this part by part? There really is a lot to cover.
That it is frustrated me to the fucking max.
I'm not taking medicines for it.. I don't want that path again. 
I'll have to admit medication has its ups and downs. I'm assuming you tried everything? Obviously I don't know the story, so I can't tell you anything about that. Whatever "path" you went down clearly wasn't a good one. I was never one to suggest "TAKE TEH MEDS" for depression...
I hate when you reach out to a friend and they treat you like shit or just act like they don't care. 
You kind of left an open pathway there again. If you'd explain the situation, I'd help you as best as I can. All i can say now is, friends sometimes have to have their own lives, and can't always worry about you. Sometimes you really wish they would, and they simply don't understand that you need help. It sucks, I know.
And I hate when you tell someone who asks and they laugh or something? 
Laughing about your situation was clearly not fair. I wouldn't be talking to this person. They can't really take things seriously, as I'm sure you noticed.
And I hate when you talk to a counselor/psychologist/psychiatrist they just don't help you. 
Especially right after you paid so much for them? Yes, I know the feeling. The thing with shrinks is that they can only help you if you allow them to. They can only help you if you talk it out, etc. Otherwise, you really can't have a chance with them, simply because they don't know anything to help you with.
Support leaders on here are stupid, they either don't reply, or they say don't worry it will get better and never talk to you again. 
[inserts normal support leaders are good responses]
But in all honesty, there are 200 of us and one of us is bound to reply. As you can see here, it takes time.
. I will talk to you, and I will try to help you. I'm sorry if I didn't help you here, you didn't really give much information.
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