Ok so this i really long but i don't care!!
So i'm freakin out cause i have this really weird feeling i'm pregnant..yea i know take a test but its way to early...and i don't even think its possible cause it was only four days after my period and i don't think that can happpen but i don't know! Anyway i was thinking about and like what the hell would i do with a baby i'm 16...i mean no more going out and partying..no more hollister and abercrombie...no more sleeping in and stayin out all night! And the only reason i really think i am is cause i actually tried to get pregnant for a while and it never happened..then when i finally realized what it would be like and how i'm nowhere near ready to have a baby...i think it happened...ahhh!!!!
Then we have all that relationship shit which is crazy! First we have josh we've been off and on for three years its safe to say he treats me similar to shit...he has cheated more than once i know he just won't admit it...but i still always take him back no matter what he does and i know he doesn't deserve me and so does everybody else. He is so controlling and even when we aren't together he still goes crazy when other guys talk to me i hate it so much! There this one guy that was really sweet but josh found out he was talkin to me and went crazy and said he was gonna fight him and all kinds of shit now he won't talk to me and idk what to say to him so if you have any suggestions tell me cause i really liked this guy and i just him to know and i want to talk to me so help me lol!!
ok but i think i'm done now