So, I have recently gotten out of a relationship. I was in love, so in love. I loved him with every breath of air I took. I adored him. I walked two miles to his house almost every night just to see him. He did the same for me.

I miss how I used to sneak out at night and meet up with him. I miss how he used to feed me. I miss kissing his soft lips. I miss how he was always insecure about the pimples on his face. I miss the time where we shared such a happy moment, he cried. I miss his hair (afro). I miss it when I'm drunk and he takes care of me, even when he's drunk too. I miss taking showers with him. I miss washing his hair. I miss him washing mines. I miss sneaking around with him. I miss waking up in the morning and while I put on my clothes, he would grab me back onto his bed. I miss drinking beer with him and talk. I miss the conversations. I miss how he knew me. He knew me so well.

It sucks knowing that we can never, ever go back. It sucks to see him nowadays.

It WILL get easier.

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=) Stephanie

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Im really sorry to hear that,
It does get easier.
Believe me I have been there :(

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