Basically, I have hated my mother more and more each day because she never takes my feelings or thoughts seriously and I have just distanced misled away from her more by staying in my room everyday. So anyway, I went downstairs to get my food and I saw her and I just busted out laughing and laughed some more. I don't know why I just did. In my head I was thinking about how much she's an idiot, but I just laughed. What the hell? It seems like I'm trying to hid my real feelings but I don't know. I think I have serious problems.
------- I want you to strangle me until I stop breathing, my eyes are bloodshot red, and body turns blue.
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roflfuckyou
Wealthy Hobo Patron
welcome to my world. you get used to hiding them after a while. especially when you get used to the fact that when you show/express your feelings they get shut down and you feel even worse.
------- THE SHIP HAS SUNK AND I'M SWIMMING FOR MY LIFE.
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jaybrook07
Novice
Suicide is ur only option.
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Rocker Chick
Novice
You'll get past it.
------- Fer sure maybe, fer sure not, fer sure ehh, fer sure bombb :]
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devinx33
Professional
Quote: from Rocker Chick at 10:39 pm on July 5, 2008
You'll get past it.
agreed.
------- you're a regular decorated emergency.
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