and lately it's been so intense that if the smallest thing happens like he sits next to me, or helps me carry something i turn it into a small hope that he just might like me! or think im hott or something, i don't know.

the thing is..
i'm pretty sure he's not interested.
in fact, he probaly might think i'm kind of mean.
(when i get overwhelmed, i have outbursts..)

gosh.
i hate this.

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i'm the one that has to die when it's time for me to die,
so let me live my life, the way i want to.

he's really fucking sexy.

me?
not so much.
lol.

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i'm the one that has to die when it's time for me to die,
so let me live my life, the way i want to.

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flash him

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