My real grandmother convinced my biological mother to give me up for adoption rather than abort me. She did everything for my mother to help her through her pregnancy and find a family for me.

I met her for the first time a few years ago, and she said she could finally die happy now that she knows I'm okay.

After that, I never went to see her. I'm not really sure why. But now I regret it so much. I wish I would have taken the time to get to know this woman and appreciate all that she's done for me.

I should have gone to visit her more often. There are so many things I want to tell her, but I don't want to upset her...

Blah.

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Lalala.

Porn.

Post edited at 2:19 pm on July 5, 2008 by Aixi

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Reev, you're amazing.
Scottyrob is also of amazing status.  *love*

How ill is she? Perhaps you can go and say a few of the things, and express how sorry you are that you never saw her.

Now I'm going to sound like a preacher: someone once said... 'if only' is the saddest thing a man can utter... but you can learn from it.

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I sing - But you can't speak
I laugh - But you can't smile
I love - But you lie low

at least u found her

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Distance Doesnt Ruin A Relationship.
You Don't Have To See Someone Everyday To Be In Love

Maybe you can make a quick trip to see her and tell her how much you regret it? She'd love it. I'm sure.