so today automatically sucks because it's the 5th. today is my cousins birthday but she passed away when she was only 16. today she would be in her 20's. i was really close with her too. when she was born she was born with heart problems. they had to do open heart surgery right away, and she had frequent surgeries after that throughout her whole life. her family had to move from colorado to kansas because the high elevation here effected her heart. i really regret my last conversation with her. it was right before her last surgery. i was only in the first grade so it's not like i knew what could happen because of this surgery. i really wish i could've told her how scared i was, and how much i loved her. i think it's scary that people can die so young. i think of all the stuff she'll never get to do and it makes me sad and angry at the same time.
------- "i flipped through catalogs and wondered: what kind of dining set defines me as a person?"
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Aw, i'm sorry. I'm sure she knows now how much you love(ed) her.
Happy Birthday to you're cousin <3
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