Now that I don't really mind my bf, I don't worry a lot about him, and I got over being suspicious.  I set myself not to be so serious about the relationship after all the realizations.  I'm trying to go with the flow now.  I don't make small things a big problem anymore.

Then he's the one chasing after me, always finding time to be with me, always missing me and such.

Why is it that when you set yourself not to be so serious then they're the ones who'd go after you?

(i'm kind of glad though cuz things run smoothly without making it hard on myself).  

Do you think I'd keep on doing this? or it's time for me to care for him again?