anyways.
My mom finally found out i'm dating a black kid and well.. she treated it as if I just told her I was gay..
she took me shopping for my birthday saturday (my actual birthday was sunday)

and it was fun. I had a good time. and I actually told her about my boyfriend.  but when we got home she came in my room and said "Emily. your father and I know about your decision with this boy and even though we aren't happy about it.. we'll try to deal with it..

then she actually told me to invite him to my house for my birthday!? like.. yeah.. I'd LOVE to. but I KNOW it would be EXTREMELY uncomfortable for

everyone.. he knows the situation.. and he's dealt with it.  the other night.. my mom took my texting away from my phone.. and DEMANDED I GIVE her my phone. and then later .. because I refused. she took away my actual phone.. use.. like.... I can't even CALL people anymore

its bullshit.