I'm so confused by this dream I had. I've always wanted to do something medical as a career when I'm older, so MAYBE this triggered this, I don't know. At first, I was in this room full of babies. Each baby was on a sort of counter top, but each was separated by a divider. There were a lot of people, each at a different "station" working on a baby.
(I think it was medical school... or something like that)
There were instructors around the room yelling at everybody. By each baby there was a sheet of paper saying what was wrong with them and why they were there and what medications and other surgeries they've had. I look at mine and it said that mine had aids and that it's only had one procedure done.
In my dream I started bawling because other things needed to be done to help that baby that I couldn't do on my own. I tried to talk to one of the instructors but they said that's all they can do and that the baby was going to die.
The baby was crying. I tried everything to comfort it. We weren't allowed to hold them though. For some reason I took off it's clothes, and there were sores all over it's body.
I woke up crying... It was the saddest thing EVER. I've always wanted to help people, and seeing that made me want to die. The dream was so vivid and it seems really realistic and it was long. There was also more to it, but this is getting long enough...
Why would I have such a dream? Do you think it means something? Do you think it's telling me that I should do something different medically? (I originally wanted to be an optometrist, but I've always loved children)
I'm sorry that this was long...
Post edited at 4:16 pm on July 8, 2008 by crazy4you
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