Okay so I have been friends with this guy for over 3 years. We will just make it an even 4 years.

Well I texted him and I was like why don't you ever show any emotion to anything?

This led to a huge conversation.

The jist of it is that he told me the following:
He doesn't like to be around.
He find my behavoir annoying
He found me as a tag along in high school

and all this other crap.
I was like wtf are you kidding me, you have felt like this for most of our friendship, he's a year a head of me and now I am going to college and he's been in college for 1 year, etc.

WHo does that, if someone annoys you, you tell them, you don't act like some coward and not tell them.

I was so disgusted and pissed off.
THis happened while I was at a game on the fourth of july!
UGH!

And the thing is it hurt so much worst because.
He went to my graduation
Before I left to a summer college program for a month, that day he was the last friend I hung out with.
He was one of the first people I saw when I returned.

He was one of my good friends, but not so much anymore, especially since he kept his true feelings about me hidden for over 3 years!

I am so mad because I have to look back on all our memories together and wonder if he was annoyed with me when we were ever together, and which instances, etc.

The worst part was he turned cold hearted towards me because i liked him.

I straight up told him if there's something bother him to tell me, I told him that I didn't know why I still liked him b/c i only saw him as a friend, and he told me that is okay those things happen.
WTF didn't he speak up!
That is what pisses me off so much.
He is so much at fault in this situation.

I don't like him anymore, not after this happened, my feelings were done, they were already dwendling but this situation made it permanent.

I told him that at this time I can't be his friend anymore, not at this time, but I told him if he ever wanted to he would need to gain my trust back and work hard, the thinng is I don't think he even cares that he lost such a great person as a friend.

It sucks because we will have at marching band together.
So it's not like I can not see him and remember the pain he has caused me.

THREE YEARs! Ugh.

What do ya'll think of this?

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[♥]xBandgeek4lifex[♥]

he may not have told you, because it is awkward to tell someone that. He was wrong for not telling you. I'm sorry that he caused you so much pain and i hope that you will be feeling better after losing a good friend.