I have been having tons of nightmares and I dont understand why? They are mostly about my boyfriend leaving me and people dieing. I am sick of it and I even get scared to dream. I have also have had a problem with sex, for I feel like damaged goods. My ex boyfriend of 2 years abused me mentally and physically. He hurt me more then anything and I feel like I am damaged goods. Like I am not worthy of respecting my body. So recently when guys say they want to have sex with me, instead of telling them to buzz off, I feel like a sense of acceptance, which is totally pathetic! I am not having sex with them but I feel this sense of being wanted. I dont know what to do because my body is mine and I feel like if I continue and do not resolve my issues I will not only not sleep well but I will abuse my body.
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