why am i still awake? I can't let this happen to me....
not again...
I need to sleep. But....
None are here to listen...which is somewhat good.
I'm here...by myself. The hurt is coming back...
This is not good....
Why do I know that? Why do I know?
What the hell am I going to do now?
This is bullshit, it can't be like this.
I feel emptiness. Its taking control.
Can't stop thinking, seeing.....visions... and...that idiot.. one of those people in my life. That won't last very long. You messed up. You don't know what you've done. Everything is now happening just like I knew it was going to.
It angers me greatly....fucking imbecile....
But I will wait and observe and see what you do when
you realize what you've done. and when you realize...
I wonder what I shall do, when you try to talk to me and stuff?
I wonder if you knew, you actually had it right in front of you, but you probably thought it was just a dream, or maybe you don't know how to analyze dreams the way I do.
But you've made the same choice you made in the dream and...I wonder if I should make you pay for it.
Post edited at 11:30 pm on July 3, 2008 by Raging Inferno
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Love is all I ever really want out of life.