Quote: from BeX2506 at 3:53 am on April 13, 2009
The other night was a huge mess. My boyfriend got kicked out his house for being wit me (his crazy ex spreads lies about me) and refused to talk to me so i got really drunk and ended up stabbing myself in the leg with a big kitchen knife which wasn't even clean and now my whole leg really hurts i cant walk on it or touch it and am gettin pretty worried but i have an aversion to docs
I am sorry to hear about that darling. I know how it must be to have someone spread lies about you especially the ex of someone that you love. I personally know how devastating and angering that can be especially if your bf believes what is being said over what you are saying. It's frustrating and can even hurt a bit really.
And, then to stab yourself in the leg on top of it. Did you do that on purpose or not? If not then don't worry as far as that goes it wasn't on purpose and you need to call or go and see a doctor right away.
If you did stab yourself on purpose then I am sorry I hope that you are alright now. I know how that sometimes seems to be the only way to express what we are feeling at the moment..To harm 0urselves but it really isnt the way and I would ask that if you ever need to talk to please message me or pm me or something. I may just be someone across the pond lol but I do care.
I Am The Soul Where Hope Lies Dying..