Its pretty shit going to bed like crap and waking up like crap. The severe emptiness inside and helplessness is at its greatest. These 5 days have been tough.
I forget who said it, but someone said "...make peace with your God...".
I think I do believe in God, but hes never helped me, but then Ive only prayed in times of need.
The time I feel happiest is at boxing.
I dont know guys, I dont know. Night.
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Punctured bicycle on a hillside, desolate,
Could nature make a man of me yet?