I have wanted to not wake up before, i still do. My life is progressively gotten worse as my years go on. But i know that i will never kill myself because what will that solve? Sure i dislike the world around me and the people who fill it but your in control of all that. Atleast you should be.

My life seems to tease me with happiness which just makes it worse!

All i can say is do what ever makes you happy, no matter what people think, (with in reason) do what makes you happy.

I care, there are plenty of us who care, and countless individuals in the same position as you!

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Drinking non-alcoholic beer is like going
down on your cousin. Sure it tastes the same,
but it ain't right. - Sooke