I'm wondering how things will be after I have to take medications. I'm socially awkward right now. I avoid social situations and I'm uncomfortable talking with the majority of people I meet. I don't have many friends in college except for my roommates. I realized the other day I don't have any friends in my major. Even with my close friends from back home; I often avoid their phone calls or don't answer the door if they come to my house. I don't want to do this to them; it's just I don't feel I can be around people and avoid the situation.  I'm afraid my anti-social tendencies will drive away the few close friends that I have.

What have your experiences with social anxiety medications been like? I honestly wouldn't know how to react if I wasn't afraid of social interaction. I've been reclusive and aloof for so long I don't remember what it's like to confidently communicate with people. But with therapy (and maybe medication if need be) I hope I can overcome my fears. If not, I'm going to be pretty unmarketable in the business world if I can't communicate with others.