People have no fucking idea how bad it is to live with the knowledge that no one outside of faimly gives a fuck about you other than their petty amusement

And the people u care about dont feel the same way and no one ever will since no gives a fuck about ugly fat kids no matter how kind they are

When no one even wants you around at all

When everyone looks at you in disgust and like ur a complete retard

When u can't even say something without the real idoits who think they know everything decided to prove you wrong and insult you even when ur making a joke

When no one understands you

Life starts to suck when u relize that the peoplebyou like have never liked you back but were only nice because u were nice to them