Im sorry that things are not going so well. But unfortunately the only person you can change is you. You need to change your thinking, at first youre going to feel stupid and not want to do it but try noticing and appreciating some things that do make you happy, even if its something stupid...like "wow i really can appreciate the good weather today" the more u notice things around u that make u happy the more the trivial arguments will seem like nothing and u can slowly just learn to not let ur parents get you so down on yourself. u shouldnt want to kill urself in spite of your parents.
------- "..as for now im guna hear the saddest songs..."
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