my bff told me that my crush thought i was ugly. half of me thought it was true and dreading talking to her or him and then the other half totally thought that it just couldn't be true. last year he would protect me and support me and stand up for me. (i have not seen him in about 5 months) me and him live in California and my bff moved to Florida. anyway she kept bugging me to call him and i kept putting it off. so a week after i called him. i was expecting the worst when i called him. instead he basically said that he said that he likes me as a friend. when i called i was so stupid. i forgot to tell him that its *my name* i just wanted to get to the point and get it over with. now thinking back he might have thought i was someone else but then again i don't believe that. because i brought up my bff's name and i have a speech problem and i cant say words correctly. like r's and stuff. so i guess to most people its pretty obvious thats it me.
so i was gonna call him last night but i had too much homework. so tonight i am called him and he didn't answer.(why cant he just answer the freaking phone?!) i guess i was planning to say: "my bff keeps bugging me to call you again and i just don't know who to trust." i don't have any other ideas about what to say..... i just want SOMEONE to tell me the truth.
oh yea i talked to my bff tonight and she said that if i don't call him tonight then she is gonna call him tomorrow and he will "most likely be on the other line" she is really in a way getting annoying. now since she told me she should stay out of it. not force me to call him. i mean i like it that shes kinda pushing me to call him cuz i probably would freak out and never talk to him again. but other then that i just don't know what her problem is. what else do/can i say? any ideas.....
and if you have any questions then please just message me.
*i never actually told my crush that i liked him...but i think that he might have guessed but i not sure.
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