I think I may have an eating disorder but I just don't want to admit it and tell anyone. I've been making myself throw up after I eat for weeks now and I use to only do it once or twice a day.
Today I made myself throw up 4 times and I couldn't stop. I kept telling myself this is the last time I'm, after this time I'll stop. Well, I didn't and now I don't know what to do. My throat is hurting and I'm light headed. I'm confused, depressed and my weight is the only thing I can control in my life. No one else can do anything about it.
4:21 pm on Nov. 21, 2008
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Trizo89
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Its a natural reaction, don't feel bad about that. Its not your fault
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just remember that you'll get over this if you have the courage to. but making yourself sick isnt doing you any favors, the acid from your tummy burns your throat, do it for long enough and it will burn away your throat, that'll kill you before anorexia kicks in.
believe me, i know, i have eating disorders up through the roof but thats the one thing that keeps me away from being bulemic.
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well, yeah you have an eating disorder. tell someone you trust
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you could be right, refer to a doctor
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