I am so fed up with having contradictions all the time in my head. Constant bickering in my head about whether or not I am going the right way about losing weight.
I know purging is bad, even if it would be one time (which isn't the case for me) I know "severly restricting" calories isn't good. And over-exersising is frowned upon. I KNOW THIS! I just wish I would win the battle in my head and just face the world with it all. So now I'm on the side of making my mind up about telling someone. I will tell my teacher, as she has helped me over-come other obsticles in my past, but I just don't know how to even begin telling her. Help me out?
I can't really just go up to her and come out with it:
" uh yeah miss I think I have an eating disorder. I make myself sick every week and go on multiple fasts..am I sick?" And on the side where I need to tell someone in authority I don't want it to ruin my chances of getting to my goal weight. Helllpp!!!
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