and go to the doctor, the reason i am Anon, i will now explain.. btw, i'm only 13...so yeah... if that has any factor to this topic
my parents are the greatest couple...so they do tend to get into heated arguments, but this one i am siding with my father....
MY mother never had a great life she lived in rural alabama and was very poor...At 10, she was cooking for a family of 7, and her mom Drank WAY too much and always beat the shit out of her, because she was the only one that would put up with it....then she was raped by her baby sitter, sad i know but know she has gotten into the drinking habit and she has been drinking since she was about 25, ( i promise never to have more than one drink at a party)HEr first husband who cheated on her and is the father of my sister died in a car wreck. she's now 50 and is going through menopause...because of the raging hormones she seriously looks bi polar, 1 minutes she all happy and cheery and the next she screaming at my dad about how He ruined her life.
she gets these nasty sores and mess on her legs, and they take like 2 weeks to heal, she's got a bum knee, and she's never really been "happy" always "OK" but never happy, she goes into deep depression, and because of that we get into fights too, my mom has never been popular and is usually an "outsider" of a group...and so she doesn't have alot of friends, and all these fights make me feel so bad that i'm pushing her away...I've gotten used to it all...but it's still a pain in the ass.
I wish she just go to the fucking doctor and get some damn menopause pills, and go to a fucking counselor, for her rehab...
FUCK!!!
I want my mom back.