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Have you ever had the feeling that ABSOLUTELY no one in the world understands what your going through or feeling? I believe this to be true.
My moms in jail as of last night, called me at two thirty in the morning while im passed out, just me and my sister home, and is telling me to solve all this shit for her. and im like dude wtf, in 16 i dont need to be picking up your DRUNK mess. right?
I have a boyfriend. My dream man actually. We started goign out last night, we've had a thing and been together for a while before that. Now im a virgin, we werent having sex, just fooling around. But its like, he doesnt always have to fool around sometimes he likes to just hang out. I feel so lucky. I honestly dont think i deserve him. I just love how he makes me feel is amazing. its like a natural high. his names dillon(: He makes me want to change myself to be better but he doesnt even try to change me. Plus im so tired of holding in all these secrets that NO ONE knows. Everyone at my school has pegged me as a slut. Basically because of all these mistakes that i make yet blame on drugs and alcohol. pathetic, right? Everyone at my school thinks i drink regularly, am a TOTAL pot head. When in reality, ive only drank like 4 times and only been drunk twice. Both times at parties. And i kind of am a pot head. :/ But i havent smoked in two and a half weeks. Also, my so called 'best friend'-- i talk shit about her regularly. Like to almost everyone. Cuz i actually dont like her that much. But im not using her, cuz i have nothing to use her for. Maybe im using her to talk shit about. No idea man, no idea. Also, people used to think i was all hot and heavy on pills, another false acusation, i took vikidin like 4 times and a sleeping pill i stole from my mom once. But when people make these acusations against me i laugh, or encourage them. NEVER deny it though.
I literally hate the person i am. And have become, i'd do anything to trade places with almost anyone. The only things in the world that ever make me totally happy and at peace for a while is being with My boyfrann or Weed. I sort of wish i could publish this to my school. or show people i know, but im too scared hiding behind this sheltered wall of lies and false interpretations of myself.
Basically,
Fuck my life.
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crushdarling
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Thats pretty messed up. You'd be better of without the weed, you know.
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cherryD
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Aw, dear.
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Crunchy leaves.
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concon
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sounds like my best mates life, except he haates his girlfriend. everyones got problems u gotta just look on the bright side.
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They tell me I'm just pissed off, Yeh maybe I'm pissed off,
I'd rather be pissed off, Than be pissed on. -Itch
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5:22 pm on Nov. 16, 2008 | Joined: June 2008 | Days Active: 69
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MushroomSatsujin
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Quote: from crushdarling at 5:53 pm on Nov. 16, 2008
 Quote: from MushroomSatsujin at 8:23 pm on Nov. 16, 2008
Quote: from crushdarling at 5:20 pm on Nov. 16, 2008
Thats pretty messed up. You'd be better of without the weed, you know.
haha wow, the stupidity flows from this post OP: Life sucks. Thats a fact. Just try to make the best of your situation and keep a positive mind.
Why thank you for saying my post was stupid. I mean, its REALLY stupid of me to suggest to anyone that getting rid of drugs from their life may actually make their life better.
It is, actually, especially when the post had little to do with it.
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And you, demon, what do you have faith in?
Nothing. I am so exquisitely empty
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crushdarling
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Quote: from MushroomSatsujin at 8:54 pm on Nov. 16, 2008
Quote: from crushdarling at 5:53 pm on Nov. 16, 2008
Quote: from MushroomSatsujin at 8:23 pm on Nov. 16, 2008
Quote: from crushdarling at 5:20 pm on Nov. 16, 2008
Thats pretty messed up. You'd be better of without the weed, you know.
haha wow, the stupidity flows from this post OP: Life sucks. Thats a fact. Just try to make the best of your situation and keep a positive mind.
Why thank you for saying my post was stupid. I mean, its REALLY stupid of me to suggest to anyone that getting rid of drugs from their life may actually make their life better.
It is, actually, especially when the post had little to do with it.
Wow....she SAID she does weed. So it's pretty relevant. It seemed she didn't ask specifically for answers, but more for opinions and thoughts about what happened. And thats what I gave her.
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MushroomSatsujin
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Quote: from crushdarling at 5:58 pm on Nov. 16, 2008
Quote: from MushroomSatsujin at 8:54 pm on Nov. 16, 2008
Quote: from crushdarling at 5:53 pm on Nov. 16, 2008
Quote: from MushroomSatsujin at 8:23 pm on Nov. 16, 2008
Quote: from crushdarling at 5:20 pm on Nov. 16, 2008
Thats pretty messed up. You'd be better of without the weed, you know.
haha wow, the stupidity flows from this post OP: Life sucks. Thats a fact. Just try to make the best of your situation and keep a positive mind.
Why thank you for saying my post was stupid. I mean, its REALLY stupid of me to suggest to anyone that getting rid of drugs from their life may actually make their life better.
It is, actually, especially when the post had little to do with it.
Wow....she SAID she does weed. So it's pretty relevant. It seemed she didn't ask specifically for answers, but more for opinions and thoughts about what happened. And thats what I gave her.
So why dont you give her your opinion about the other 90% of her post?
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And you, demon, what do you have faith in?
Nothing. I am so exquisitely empty
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UXnIHAOnUXbmUXn
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actually i think if anything the weed is going to help her lol
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crushdarling
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Quote: from MushroomSatsujin at 9:01 pm on Nov. 16, 2008
Quote: from crushdarling at 5:58 pm on Nov. 16, 2008
Quote: from MushroomSatsujin at 8:54 pm on Nov. 16, 2008
Quote: from crushdarling at 5:53 pm on Nov. 16, 2008
Quote: from MushroomSatsujin at 8:23 pm on Nov. 16, 2008
Quote: from crushdarling at 5:20 pm on Nov. 16, 2008
Thats pretty messed up. You'd be better of without the weed, you know.
haha wow, the stupidity flows from this post OP: Life sucks. Thats a fact. Just try to make the best of your situation and keep a positive mind.
Why thank you for saying my post was stupid. I mean, its REALLY stupid of me to suggest to anyone that getting rid of drugs from their life may actually make their life better.
It is, actually, especially when the post had little to do with it.
Wow....she SAID she does weed. So it's pretty relevant. It seemed she didn't ask specifically for answers, but more for opinions and thoughts about what happened. And thats what I gave her.
So why dont you give her your opinion about the other 90% of her post?
Oh, so I HAVE to give my opinion on absolutely EVERYTHING she mentioned?
That's weird, because I didn't realize the rules on LW said you had to do that.
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