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Ever Feel Like You Don't Exist?
Replies: 9Last Post Nov. 16, 2008 8:29pm by quijote
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And I don't necessarily mean, "Oh, nobody pays any attention to me; I'm so invisible and lonely," though the two feelings might very well be related. I'm talking about the cold, paralyzing sort of feeling that you actually don't exist; that you might blink and disappear, or that the world might swallow you up.

There are moments (right now, for instance) when I feel acutely that I must not have existed the previous day, or for the two weeks prior— that when I go to sleep, even if I wake up the next morning, I might not actually exist.

I don't wholly know how to explain it. It's like waking from a nightmare and being unable to shake the last few threads of the dream... and then having them hold you down throughout the day. Or the deeply-held conviction that the world just doesn't fit together, that everything really won't be okay in the end.

Is this an indication of some sort of issue? Is there anything to be done for it? Any thoughts?


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lolz at existential crisis
Also, take a more active role in the lives of others.  Fuck with them a bit.  That usually does the trick.

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lolz at all!

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i feel like that when i sleep. or when i used to have seizures.

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do you feel derealization? aka depersonalization?

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give me a paper & pen
so i can write about my life of sin

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um, I have the constant fear of ceasing to exist, but I don't think thats the same.

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thats the clinical term for not feeling like you're fully there im not sure if it relates fully to what ur experiencing but

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give me a paper & pen
so i can write about my life of sin

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that happens to me when i'm reading a book. i get so engrossed in it that when other stuff in my life happens i'm like "is this real?"

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That's sort of what it's like, Skip, yeah. Or part of it, anyway.

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I would love to not exist. If I dont exist then I dont Care anyways cause im not alive.

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That's the thing, peptobismol9: I do want to exist. I want to care, and I want to feel like I have some role to play in life, but as it stands, I just tend to feel that the world spins on around me. Or that I don't live so much as go through the motions. Or something.

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