OMG....talk about stupidity. I have read it all now. You have sex with someone that won't kiss you. You have sex with someone that you seldom hug and avoid eye contact with. I would rather have sex with a blow up plastic doll.
You are being used and so delirious that you allow him to get away with it.
You may call it a movie buddy but I am sure he calls you a fuck buddy.
You are in for a long bumpy ride and you deserve it because you have allowed yourself to get into this mess. You can't make someone love you...never!