I am depressed and bi-polar, but those are just self made diseases. I've spent so long wondering, agonizing over what was wrong with me and why. I never felt/feel like I am capable of love or that anyone should love me. I'm an emotional anorexic. I can be as thin as I want but I'll always consider myself fat. I will always try to lose the pounds.
I have severe self esteem issues.
And for the first time ever I feel like I've told the truth. I trust myself to say that and know for sure it is REAL.
Thank you all for your time, support and patience. I'm calling my therapist(s) tomorrow.
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hope you get better! =)
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Quote: from YellowDuckie at 12:17 am on Dec. 4, 2008
I have severe self esteem issues.
you're not special. this is 99% of girls. lolz
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Quote: from YellowDuckie at 12:17 am on Dec. 4, 2008
I have severe self esteem issues.
you're not special. this is 99% of girls. lolz
Yeah. Not funny OR true.
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I find it so odd how people are able to admit these kinds of things freely and openly. Its so odd.
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Quote: from YellowDuckie at 12:17 am on Dec. 4, 2008
I have severe self esteem issues.
you're not special. this is 99% of girls. lolz
Isn't that wonderful though? I'm not a freak, I'm normal like every other girl. But it's not self image that hurts me. I can deal with that. It's more or less love.
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I think it's great that you are able to admit your problems to yourself and I hope you are able to rid yourself of them soon. :]
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I find it so odd how people are able to admit these kinds of things freely and openly. Its so odd.
i actually find it easier
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