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I have realised something important about myself
Replies: 10Last Post Dec. 3, 2008 9:54pm by LucidAssassin
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I am depressed and bi-polar, but those are just self made diseases. I've spent so long wondering, agonizing over what was wrong with me and why. I never felt/feel like I am capable of love or that anyone should love me. I'm an emotional anorexic. I can be as thin as I want but I'll always consider myself fat. I will always try to lose the pounds.

I have severe self esteem issues.

And for the first time ever I feel like I've told the truth. I trust myself to say that and know for sure it is REAL.

Thank you all for your time, support and patience. I'm calling my therapist(s) tomorrow.


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hope you get better! =)

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Quote: from YellowDuckie at 12:17 am on Dec. 4, 2008

I have severe self esteem issues.

you're not special. this is 99% of girls. lolz

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good for you bub

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Quote: from studmuffn at 11:19 pm on Dec. 3, 2008

Quote: from YellowDuckie at 12:17 am on Dec. 4, 2008


 I have severe self esteem issues.  
 

you're not special. this is 99% of girls. lolz


Self esteem?  Yes.

Severe?  No.


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Quote: from studmuffn at 6:19 pm on Dec. 4, 2008

Quote: from YellowDuckie at 12:17 am on Dec. 4, 2008


 I have severe self esteem issues.  
 

you're not special. this is 99% of girls. lolz


Yeah. Not funny OR true.

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I find it so odd how people are able to admit these kinds of things freely and openly. Its so odd.

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Quote: from studmuffn at 9:19 pm on Dec. 3, 2008

Quote: from YellowDuckie at 12:17 am on Dec. 4, 2008


 I have severe self esteem issues.  
 

you're not special. this is 99% of girls. lolz


Isn't that wonderful though? I'm not a freak, I'm normal like every other girl. But it's not self image that hurts me. I can deal with that. It's more or less love.

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I think it's great that you are able to admit your problems to yourself and I hope you are able to rid yourself of them soon. :]


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Quote: from Panic Of The System at 6:20 pm on Dec. 4, 2008

I find it so odd how people are able to admit these kinds of things freely and openly. Its so odd.

Why? It's the internet.

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Quote: from Panic Of The System at 9:20 pm on Dec. 3, 2008

I find it so odd how people are able to admit these kinds of things freely and openly. Its so odd.

i actually find it easier

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