I've known him for a couple months now, and he feels the same. But the intensity of how much I want him is just too much, and I can't just up and go visit. My parents wouldn't let me, and they don't even know about him. He can't come here, and we live in 2 different countries, he's in New York, I'm in Manitoba and we're both under 18, he's older than me though.  
But I want him sooo bad, I'm a virgin btw, and it really sucks. If I could just be in his arms I'd be fine. But no, I can't. Long distance love sucks ass.