Well after I typed that long topic telling you guys about what she said about the physical and mentally ill. I just now found card under my door that says take care and get well soon and it says love mommy. Well kinda makes me feel better that she isn't that cold to call us people who are depressed(mentally ill) or physically ill,physically challenged weaklings or losers.
instead of feeling like she is a disgusting person I feel indifferent to her now at least. I now know she felt guilty about what she said.