I remembered just recently through mental therapy that when I was 13 and a few months old my older cousin Jessica molested me. I was drunk but I remembered a small but and was scared. I talked to her about it on my 14th birthday and apparently she felt suicidal about it because of how close we were. She and I were practically best friends but she wanted more than that. We talked about it for an hour or so and than she started crying hysterically and she kissed me and told me "Good bye, forever". I knew what she meant but she had already driven off before I could stop her. When I gave up hope her mother called me crying hysterically telling me that Jessica had hung herself from the tree house we built together. I just needed to let it out because memories like these hurt to keep them in your mind so they are go to talk about to have them settle but even better forgotten...
10:15 pm on Dec. 2, 2008
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im sorry...
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I am sorry to hear this. It wasn't your fault.
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blufindr
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...She's your cousin.
Um, wow. I'm sorry. She must have had some major issues that really needed to be fixed.
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I'm sorry for your loss :(
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Jillian 32
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Sorry about this happening to you.........It wasent your fault What so ever!!!
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starlightstarbright
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Wow, i'm sorry. She obviously was unstable and had issues of her own. Don't blame yourself.
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Im really sorry for what happened.
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Helios
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Definately dont blame yourself, she took advantage of you and there is no excuse for that. I am sorry however that she decided to take her own life. She obviously had issues that she was dealing with that became too much for her to bear. You may want to see a counselor about this because this is a situation that could damage you for the rest of your life.
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