I've been having the most craziest suicidal thoughts lately. It's like, I want to slit my wrist, but I don't want to die... I just want to suffer for a bit, and be put in the hospital. Everyone has been just being so mean, and looking down on me like I'm some kind of digust lately. I'm tired of it, I want them to actually see what they've done. But I want too see, so I only want to be put in the hospital. Am I crazy, or just wanting attention? What is my problem. I'm so tired of life anymore. How do I do it so where I only suffer for a bit, but still survive.
2:11 pm on Dec. 5, 2008
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sebwillis
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its not worth it, i then end you will feel exactly the same as you do now
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PM me, I know exactly how you feel.
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If this gets deleted, feel free to PM me.
Anyways, it does kinda sounds like you want attention. Thats not necessarily bad though. Try talking and getting closer to some of your friends. That normally gives me the attention I crave, and helps reduce some of the stress.
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FfionFAITHLESS
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If you'd have ACTUALLY wanted to, you would have done it already. You're not suicidal.
you wan attention. i've felt like that too. but it is not worth it. just let it go, and don't waste your time thinking about those that make you feel sad.
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Go find someone to spend time with like a boyfriend or girlfriend or something...
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I've known how you feel, however with people who look down on you so unfeelingly like that, they don't give you more attention, tehy just think you're stupid for doing that and look down on you even more. Why have you been having these thoughts?
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