i know alot of people, dont get me wrong.  i want to know more though, moreso more guys. i still haevnt kissed a boy, and im 16!  however.  i didnt start looking pretty until 14-15, from straightening my hair.  now i get stares from guys, and i wish i could find a way to meet them.  its hard to go up to cute boys that cherck me out going "so, i see your checking me out?"

im SHY.  I can't do things like that.  and the guys i know, all wanna do me and shit  like that.  but i want to LIKE somebody before i have a relationship. The attention is nice, but I dont like any of them.

but i do like this guy, he's cute, and im 100 percent sure he likes me, but he's taking to fucking long to make a move, and to make it worse, he thinks kissing is gross.

and i dont smoke or drink or do drugs because its just...bad...

am i wasting my life away?  i feel like im not kissing guys and dating everybody, so im living a useless life.  any consolation? =/