I thought about it a lot for a while.
Sometimes I think about it a little, but not like before. I guess my anxiety was getting really bad.
And I was so tired all the time, and I could really hardly eat.
And I remember saying to a friend "If I could sleep forever, I would."
She looked at me and said, "But it wouldn't even be like you were alive."
And then the thought was just there... 'I don't want to be alive.'
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