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Replies: 16Last Post Dec. 22, 2008 5:18pm by pagie 1
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i didn't eat breakfast yesterday, nor lunch, nor dinner.  today i did not eat breakfast, again, nor lunch... at school i was feeling incredibly dizzy, and at one point i feel down because everything started spinning and i couldn't keep my head up and my eyes open, so i just... everythign went black for a few seconds and then i jsut pretended i was fine again.  

this isn't the first time this has happened, but i still am so disgusted with how i look that i won't stop doing what i do.  i don't deprive myself as much, but i'm still hurting myself.  i know what i'm doing is something that i shouldn't do, but i cna't stop, the thought of stopping scares me to death, and i'm scared of what i am, what i have become, and what is wrong with me.  

all i want is to love myself, but instead i am hurting myself but i can't stop it.  

i wasn't going ot make this anon, but i don't want certain people to know that this is who it is, because i don't want to be lectured and preached at from said people.


5:08 pm on Dec. 22, 2008
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Eat

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Quote: from Omtamazing at 8:08 pm on Dec. 22, 2008

Eat

i eat enough to...live...

5:09 pm on Dec. 22, 2008
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I've been anorexic for the past three years.
If you ever need anything, or if you ever need to talk, message me.

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Stupid sounds about right

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attention seeker, im not giving you sympathy

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just eat some food itll stop u passing out

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I battle with eating every day.  Try to eat at least one meal and maybe exercise every night if need be.

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Quote: from Anonymous at 5:09 pm on Dec. 22, 2008

Quote: from Omtamazing at 8:08 pm on Dec. 22, 2008

Eat

i eat enough to...live...

obviously. eat MORE.

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Quote: from NimseyScissorFace at 8:11 pm on Dec. 22, 2008

attention seeker, im not giving you sympathy

i don't want sympathy, as i said before, i know what i am doing is stupid, and i hate it... i don't know what i want, to be honest.  mostly, i just needed to say what i did say... but sympathy is the last thing i want, because it makes it seem ok that i do this to myself... and it's not ok, it's stupid, and now it's out of control.

5:12 pm on Dec. 22, 2008
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Quote: from NimseyScissorFace at 5:11 pm on Dec. 22, 2008

attention seeker, im not giving you sympathy

They'd be seeking attention if they weren't anon.
Shove it, asshole.

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Quote: from Fucking Hostile at 5:12 pm on Dec. 22, 2008

Quote: from Anonymous at 5:09 pm on Dec. 22, 2008

Quote: from Omtamazing at 8:08 pm on Dec. 22, 2008

Eat
 
 i eat enough to...live...

obviously. eat MORE.

^^ this

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Quote: from mike19801 at 8:12 pm on Dec. 22, 2008

Quote: from Fucking Hostile at 5:12 pm on Dec. 22, 2008

Quote: from Anonymous at 5:09 pm on Dec. 22, 2008

Quote: from Omtamazing at 8:08 pm on Dec. 22, 2008

Eat

  i eat enough to...live...

obviously. eat MORE.

^^ this


I have tried, but that's just it... it's so simple what i need to do, but my mind won't let me... or i won't let myself... it's not that i can't, it's that in my head i WON'T let myself.  i physically get sick when i eat, and i'm convinced that it's just in my head too.  

5:14 pm on Dec. 22, 2008
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you should see a doctor

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Maybe you should see a doctor. An eating disorder isn't always something you can overcome yourself.

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