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i didn't eat breakfast yesterday, nor lunch, nor dinner. today i did not eat breakfast, again, nor lunch... at school i was feeling incredibly dizzy, and at one point i feel down because everything started spinning and i couldn't keep my head up and my eyes open, so i just... everythign went black for a few seconds and then i jsut pretended i was fine again. this isn't the first time this has happened, but i still am so disgusted with how i look that i won't stop doing what i do. i don't deprive myself as much, but i'm still hurting myself. i know what i'm doing is something that i shouldn't do, but i cna't stop, the thought of stopping scares me to death, and i'm scared of what i am, what i have become, and what is wrong with me. all i want is to love myself, but instead i am hurting myself but i can't stop it. i wasn't going ot make this anon, but i don't want certain people to know that this is who it is, because i don't want to be lectured and preached at from said people.
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Magnifique
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Eat
------- Life is pleasant. Death is peaceful. It's the transition that's troublesome. -Isaac Asimov
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( Anonymous )
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Quote: from Omtamazing at 8:08 pm on Dec. 22, 2008
Eat
i eat enough to...live...
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xRagsx
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I've been anorexic for the past three years. If you ever need anything, or if you ever need to talk, message me.
------- I'm takin' all my things, and I'm givin' them away; I don't need them, anymore.
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5:09 pm on Dec. 22, 2008 | Joined: July 2008 | Days Active: 37 Join to learn more about xRagsx Michigan, United States | Female | Posts: 966 | Points: 1,339
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Tubbz
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Stupid sounds about right
------- I came on Eileen 2(✈) + 2( ▌) = -3017 Intelligence:Confusing Americans since MDCCLXXVI
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5:10 pm on Dec. 22, 2008 | Joined: Jan. 2006 | Days Active: 478 Join to learn more about Tubbz England, United Kingdom | Label Free Male | Posts: 10,969 | Points: 21,931
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NimseyScissorFace
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attention seeker, im not giving you sympathy
------- www.myspace.com/mycabinetchaos
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Rebecca1422
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just eat some food itll stop u passing out
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jennamae1988
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I battle with eating every day. Try to eat at least one meal and maybe exercise every night if need be.
------- "If all else perished, and he remained, I should still continue to be; and if all else remained, and he were annihilated the universe would turn to a mighty stranger." -Withering Heights Jenna Mae
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Fucking Hostile
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Quote: from Anonymous at 5:09 pm on Dec. 22, 2008
Quote: from Omtamazing at 8:08 pm on Dec. 22, 2008
Eat
i eat enough to...live... 
obviously. eat MORE.
------- Lifes a b*tch. F*ck it up. Watch it fall and let it go.
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( Anonymous )
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Quote: from NimseyScissorFace at 8:11 pm on Dec. 22, 2008
attention seeker, im not giving you sympathy
i don't want sympathy, as i said before, i know what i am doing is stupid, and i hate it... i don't know what i want, to be honest. mostly, i just needed to say what i did say... but sympathy is the last thing i want, because it makes it seem ok that i do this to myself... and it's not ok, it's stupid, and now it's out of control.
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mike19801
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Quote: from Fucking Hostile at 5:12 pm on Dec. 22, 2008
Quote: from Anonymous at 5:09 pm on Dec. 22, 2008
Quote: from Omtamazing at 8:08 pm on Dec. 22, 2008
Eat
i eat enough to...live... 
obviously. eat MORE. 
^^ this
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( Anonymous )
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Quote: from mike19801 at 8:12 pm on Dec. 22, 2008
Quote: from Fucking Hostile at 5:12 pm on Dec. 22, 2008
Quote: from Anonymous at 5:09 pm on Dec. 22, 2008
Quote: from Omtamazing at 8:08 pm on Dec. 22, 2008
Eat
i eat enough to...live... 
obviously. eat MORE. 
^^ this
I have tried, but that's just it... it's so simple what i need to do, but my mind won't let me... or i won't let myself... it's not that i can't, it's that in my head i WON'T let myself. i physically get sick when i eat, and i'm convinced that it's just in my head too.
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NimseyScissorFace
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you should see a doctor
------- www.myspace.com/mycabinetchaos
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