when you waved at me,  I waved to you
when you smiled at me, I smiled back.
when you made a stupid joke, I laughed.
when you read a book, I wanted to know more, more about it,
more about you, and what you liked.
when you hugged me(and it wasn't innocent), I giggled and I LET YOU.
when I would've pushed anyone else away, I LET YOU.HUG.ME.THAT.WAY.
I didn't squirm. I blushed.
And later on I LET YOU.
I LET YOU TOUCH ME.
when you said those words, i was speechless.
something I dreamed of was right there in my grasp.
when my eyes widened, you closed in.
when we touched for the first time, you pulled us together
and the rest is a blur.
but i liked it.
and I let you take me to a place I haven't been in a while.
and I ENJOYED IT.
this time was different.
all the way home i reveled in the memory of it.
If I closed my eyes I could still feel your hands on my skin;
I had this wierd smirk on my face and these strange moments wondering if others could see.
Could they see? They thoughts reeling in my head of the events that had occured just two hours prior?
I think one lady could. She wouldn't stop staring. SHE KNEW.
when I got home i sat out on the patio and ate.
I wished I was still there.
the next day I CALLED.
you didn't WANT to talk.
two days later I SAW YOU
you couldn't lay an eye on ME.
when i said those words, your tongue was sharp
when my eyes widened, you walked away
no matter how hard i tried, i couldn't catch up
when i finally did,  i held back the tears.
when we touched for the last time, you pulled away so fast
my heart stopped. i couldn't breathe.
my spine was on fire. every nerve was jolted
if i closed my eyes, i could still feel your hand bat mine away.
I WAS IN SHOCK.
I LET YOU PUSH ME THAT WAY.
and just then I LET YOU.
I LET YOU TOUCH ME.

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Don't let your mouth write a check that your azz can't cash!!!
I 3 MTO
Naija gurl here! Trying to learn about the nigerian side of me
9ja movies are hilarious!

Disappointing.

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Incest and bestiality are neat.

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I thought this would be a song about child abuse.

Disappointing.

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I knew I should've changed the title. Why does everyone think that!!!  

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Don't let your mouth write a check that your azz can't cash!!!
I 3 MTO
Naija gurl here! Trying to learn about the nigerian side of me
9ja movies are hilarious!

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I think it's beautiful.

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Oh wow... thanks!

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Don't let your mouth write a check that your azz can't cash!!!
I 3 MTO
Naija gurl here! Trying to learn about the nigerian side of me
9ja movies are hilarious!

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after i read it all, i realised i liked it, it's good.

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    YAAAY!!! It's not to mushy is it?

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Don't let your mouth write a check that your azz can't cash!!!
I 3 MTO
Naija gurl here! Trying to learn about the nigerian side of me
9ja movies are hilarious!

i get what it's about thoough so it's good

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pressure becomes real only the moment we acknowledge that it can affect us