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so tired of things being this way.
Replies: 8 — Last Post Dec. 28, 2008 2:40pm by Raging Inferno
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Tired of people telling me its me, when it isn't me. Tired of all the people I become friends with and their double standards. Tired of everything controlling me.
Always being told that I have to accept things the way they are with no explanation, because some things people have no reason for and just want to be screwed up.
I hate all of this. Always being let down and having to be the one that people go to. The stupid things created by selfish people who want to have someone there just in case things go wrong with the one they are currently with.
If things don't go wrong, the other person is left wondering and in my case filled with anger that people keep using me and people say that its because I let them, not because that persons a selfish bastard, I still end up the one at fault somehow. I'm sick and tired of this.
I really don't want to hear it from people on here, mostly because for all I know people here have done it and try to justify their selfishness with reasons they themselves have created to supposedly protect the "friendship" or the "other person's feelings" which is complete bullshit. They are only protecting themselves from the anger they would be only too deserving of, playing mind games with someone and making it look like it was that person's fault and not theirs.
I really do hate everything and wonder why I bother to be here, when I could be dead and never feel the pain again.
2:04 pm on Dec. 28, 2008 | Joined: June 2005 | Days Active: 660
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When I was 11 I had an iguana. Then I stuck him in the microwave and ate him after school. Relevance is apparent.

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Quote: from Valient at 10:05 pm on Dec. 28, 2008
When I was 11 I had an iguana. Then I stuck him in the microwave and ate him after school. Relevance is apparent.

lovley :)

and as for your problem, umm.

I hate to say this but it was hard to follow.

but keep your chin up anyway :)

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You don't have to listen to them. If it's not you. Then it's not you. Don't let them get to you. You DON'T have to listen to them

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The thing I don't understand now, is when I write too much not many will look it over but when I shorten it no one really knows what I'm talking about. That is just not right at all.
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Quote: from S0LITUDE at 5:15 pm on Dec. 28, 2008
You don't have to listen to them. If it's not you. Then it's not you. Don't let them get to you. You DON'T have to listen to them

But did you not see what I was talking about, whether I listen or not, the same thing happens. The same damn thing. So it doesn't matter for me to stay here as it is.
Nothing will ever change, and I'd rather be dead than continue to live with all of this I'm being forced to deal with. Its frustrating, and making me miserable and I know no one really cares even when I do.

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Quote: from Raging Inferno at 2:20 pm on Dec. 28, 2008
Quote: from S0LITUDE at 5:15 pm on Dec. 28, 2008
You don't have to listen to them. If it's not you. Then it's not you. Don't let them get to you. You DON'T have to listen to them

But did you not see what I was talking about, whether I listen or not, the same thing happens. The same damn thing. So it doesn't matter for me to stay here as it is.
Nothing will ever change, and I'd rather be dead than continue to live with all of this I'm being forced to deal with. Its frustrating, and making me miserable and I know no one really cares even when I do.

you're just a pessimistic whiner it seems. I'm sorry but really as much as anyone says anything trying to support you, you never do anything on your part. Seriously if you want to change and stop being depressed, then YOU have to want it. We can't do it all for you. So please make a decision to change and stop whining

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How do you know I don't do anything? Once again you actually believe I want to stay this way. Its not easy at all. But all you have to say is that I have to want change, all while assuming everything in my life is great. Saying I never do anything, you call waking up early in the morning and forcing myself to exercise, force myself to try to do things to get my mind off things. I never expected people to do everything for me, and calling me a pessimistic whiner and then apologizing for it just doesn't seem proper at all. Then again, people just aren't proper anymore. I'm being called a whiner for making an observation and then using myself as an example? You know what? Forget it. I'm going to resign from here anyway. There's no point in being a member of a hypocritical support forum where people hurt you more than help you, things will never be like they used to.
I'm done with things here. It doesn't matter what happens, it doesn't matter what I do, apparently I am as worthless and insignificant as I have come to believe about myself and everyone else as well.
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It won't matter whether I'm still alive after resigning either, because nothing matters anymore, I don't matter anymore.
There is no point.
2:40 pm on Dec. 28, 2008 | Joined: June 2005 | Days Active: 660
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