So yeahh. I have yet to make a doctor's appointment, but I am scared shitless as well as my boyfriend.

AND in June my best friend is having her wedding and I'll be six months along, not be able to fit into her dress she picked out and I have to dance with my ex who still likes me, because he is the groom's best man. GOOD TIMES!

What a Christmas present...

Oh, and my grandmother told my mother behind my back, that I am now living in sin since my boyfriend and I are not married and not thinking about that at this point in our relationship. And, she says "he took her virginity, now he's gonna leave her, because that's all men want and without that she is worth nothing to a man if they want marriage after he leaves her."

Thanks Gram... =/

-Scared and Anxious and Sick to my stomach?

Just worry about being a good parent, and giving your child all he/she needs. Don't worry about the religion crap, or anything else. You'll be fine.

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we'll always have Paris. ♥

And the bride wants us to dance together as some kind of thing.

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It's my birthday today, I just turned 20.

And the bride wants us to dance together as some kind of thing.

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If you're the maid of honor, you're obviously close to her, and if you don't want to dance with your ex, then tell her. Unless, you're using the excuse of "you have too", because you WANT too.

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we'll always have Paris. ♥

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I told her I preferred not to, because my boyfriend is also going to be there and the dude is annoying, that's why he's my ex.
But she said, "It's my wedding and I want it my way, it's only a few minute song and dance, I don't see the huge problem."

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Then I'd not be her maid of honor, dear.

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we'll always have Paris. ♥