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I wish I had a girlfriend..
Replies: 22 — Last Post July 29, 2009 4:57pm by abyssofsadness
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USA Suicide Hotline: 1-800-SUICIDE (1-800-784-2433)
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I'm tired of holding my pillow through the night to have the idea that I am not alone. I'm tired of putting on music to make the silence sound less awefull. I'm tired of falling for girls who'll always end up with somebody else and place me in their friend zone like a book on library shelves.

Why is it always that the girls I fall for are too far away? Is there anybody out there for me, who's looking for a way towards me instead of finding a way into another guy's arms? Can I find the answers to these questions before grief over my suicide finds my friends?

Would anybody of you understand? Probably not. And I don't have the answers, nor the time to study the material. So what else could I do but fail?

And not even the lights of Christmas could guide me to the warmth of her heart. I love her with a passion, but can't do much more but tremble my lips. I can't give her comfort, I can only exhale a sigh.. God, I wish New Jersey wasn't so far away from Europe...

I wonder what bad thing I did for Santa to give me the distance from her...

12:54 pm on Dec. 26, 2008
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MischaELLE


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i wish i had a girlfriend too..

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aw, i once loved a girl from new jersey..

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PlaygroundPushovers


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*hugs* I feel the same but I wish I had a boyfriend not a girlfriend.

Post edited at 12:57 pm on Dec. 26, 2008 by PlaygroundPushovers

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The Last Magister


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It's called if you fall for them, you go after them, no matter how far away they are.

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Long distance relationships are really difficult, but they work out sometimes. For instance, my sister met a guy on WoW, and they talked for two years. Then they met, and now they've lived together in Cali. for a few months.

See, sometimes things work out for the best.

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maddieface21


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i feel the same way, im chasing him.
i cant let it go, neither should you.
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Quote: from TheLastMagister at 12:57 pm on Dec. 26, 2008
It's called if you fall for them, you go after them, no matter how far away they are.

It's pretty difficult to walk towards her open arms when you're shackled to a place.

12:59 pm on Dec. 26, 2008
EmoYuuki


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I feel the same way.. But the one I love is close enough to me for me to know he has moved on

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Lally


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I wish I had a boyfriend too. Everyone feels alone sometimes. No one likes being alone. Don't turn to suicide as your answer. Be cool and don't do it. You may be in a rough patch right now, but keep your chin up and go through it. It will go away. Your future girlfriend is out there somewhere, don't worry.I bet there is a girl somewhere saying, "I wish I had a boyfriend" Thats just like you.

Again, don't turn to suicide. It doesn't get you anywhere.

Please call :  1-800-SUICIDE (1-800-784-2433)

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run to her. If you love her, go find her.

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Anonymous

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Quote: from Anonymous at 12:54 pm on Dec. 26, 2008I'm tired of holding my pillow through the night to have the idea that I am not alone. I'm tired of putting on music to make the silence sound less awefull. I'm tired of falling for girls who'll always end up with somebody else and place me in their friend zone like a book on library shelves.

holy shit, this is me down to every detail.   and by the way, im really really really sorry, because i know EXACTLY what you mean.  

1:01 pm on Dec. 26, 2008
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Quote: from lally at 1:00 pm on Dec. 26, 2008
I wish I had a boyfriend too. Everyone feels alone sometimes. No one likes being alone. Don't turn to suicide as your answer. Be cool and don't do it. You may be in a rough patch right now, but keep your chin up and go through it. It will go away. Your future girlfriend is out there somewhere, don't worry.I bet there is a girl somewhere saying, "I wish I had a boyfriend" Thats just like you.  

Again, don't turn to suicide. It doesn't get you anywhere.

Please call : 1-800-SUICIDE (1-800-784-2433)

How could the pain go away if it's the emotion that fills me up every dawn for the past years?

1:04 pm on Dec. 26, 2008
nobodysgirl2073


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*hugs* i wish i had a boyfriend. i totally understand what your going through....i mean yeah i have considered suicide but i dont think i wouldve actually gone through with it...(its a long story) i often feel alone and hopeless that any guy will want to hold me and love me for me. and i am running out of things to keep me strong and getting through each day...if you ever want to talk then just message me

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and im just gonna let it go for the night and dance and be free /3
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