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Is it abnormal to fantasize about the aftermath of your own suicide?
Replies: 21Last Post Dec. 24, 2008 6:04pm by KKKay
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No, I never actually would do it. But a lot of the time I just fantasize about how people would react, or how people would squeeze my hand as I lay on my death bed and apologized through my tears in critical condition.

I cannot believe that I am actually telling this to someone, that I do this. But does anyone else think about it, as well?


12:14 pm on Dec. 23, 2008
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i cant believe your so normal

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ya i do too

12:15 pm on Dec. 23, 2008
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I've wondered but I don't fantasize about it. It makes me depressed.

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No, it's normal to think about what you would leave behind. I'm sure most people have at some point.

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you just want people to pay attention and realize what they've missed out on aka the wonderfulness of you

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I always wonder how people would feel or what they'd do if I died.
Not always if I committed suicide, but sometimes...

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I fantasize about it all the time.

Everytime no one really cares.

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Quote: from Live Just To Die at 12:15 pm on Dec. 23, 2008

I've wondered but I don't fantasize about it. It makes me depressed.

I find such a deep satisfaction in it... it calms me down.


12:16 pm on Dec. 23, 2008
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I've thought about that, more often than I'd like to admit actually.

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i've wondered once or twice... then I snap out of it...

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tell me, I can't help it and need correcting occasionally :(

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Quote: from Major at 12:16 pm on Dec. 23, 2008

you just want people to pay attention and realize what they've missed out on aka the wonderfulness of you

Oh God, I think I'm a piece of shit. But you're right with part of that; I want certain things to become realized, like relationships that I was too afraid to hold on to etc.


12:17 pm on Dec. 23, 2008
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I've done it before.

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i always wonder what would happen if i died

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