Okay everyone (I mean everyone from myself to her family to his family) has told my friend not to get involved with the asshole she's now about to have a child with. He's just not ready to even commit to a job let alone a child. And here's her latest blog.
What a suprise
Is it Wrong to Want to Need Him?
Category: Life
Is it wrong to not want josh out till 2:30 am drinking for the past 8 hours. I feel like the only thing i dont like about being pregnant is that everyone still expects me to be me, and function as if im not carrying a baby that is 5lbs, and is jaming himself into my ribs 24/7. Its asumed its still easy to bend over constantly and do numerous things. I don't get great sleep people. How can I expect people to be considerate of me after the baby is born, if they can't take it wasy on me now. Yeah I told him he can have one night a week with his friends. But shit I never get a break and I haven't for the past almost 9 months. And I wont be able to for the rest of my life. I have decided to drop most the people I know so I can devote myself to him and this family to prove I want it to work. It just seems like i still have to share a part of him with his friends. If he is out with them after the baby comes, and god forbid I need him home to help me, certain people can't understand that. I hate people who bitch about something when they don't even know how it is. It's just cuz they are selfish. They have cars, why can't u come see him. The only other thing is I wish I could have a job just so I can stop worrying about me doing my part, and the fact that i will never look the way I did before god gave me this blessing.
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Enrique's (21 months) and Chase's (2 months) mommy www.myspace.com/Chaya77