p.s i wont do anything im just curious if the thought is unethical

Post edited at 8:08 pm on Dec. 9, 2008 by Anonymous

Why prove them wrong by dying?
Then everyone loses.

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The world is only as sweet as you make it and only as terrible as you see it

It's not worth it in the end, what if something goes wrong?

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Life's not fair, It's just fairer then death, That's all

People think now that just cause i got help and I've been acting "Happier" that I'm now fixed. When I'm so very far from it. I too want to do something dramatic to show them that i am still in pain. The only thing is if i did do something to show them i wouldn't stop there I'd actually kill myself.

So yeah i get it.
Maybe you should talk to someone? Your mum, dad, brother or sister...depending. What about friends? Is there a friend you could tell this to, someone to help you and support you?  Also it might be a good idea to talk to a councilor.
Its great that you've got it off your chest, so to speak even if it's on LW. But i think you need someone a bit more real to talk to. Never the less if you feel you cant talk to them you can always PM me.

Remember. Before  you think of doing something drastic always think of all possible outcomes. True you will have attention but it could have a serious toll on your health. And what about afterwards, people will always be watching your every move to make sure you don't do anything, which may not be such a bad thing but I'm sure that will get irritating very quickly.

Depression and suicidal thoughts are not something to be taken lightly. There is no set time before you start to have suicidal thoughts or even attempt it. Thats why when going to the doctor one of the questions is if you have suicidal thoughts or feelings. That is one of the signs for depression not a developement. You need to explain this to those people who dont take it seriously.

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~I am a nobody, and nobody is perfect; therefore, I am perfect~