i can't trust people to enable me to have a deep and close relationship/friendship. no matter how hard i try, the thought of being rejected in the future is dominant in my mind. usually i leave them before they leave me, just to avoid the rejection i'm very paranoid about.
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forfallonyy
i love him Sustainer
then stopp
------- i love himm sooo much foreverzzz
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maceyface
lex talionis Patron
sure sure. story of everyone's life.
------- too many legs under the table too many reasons for trouble
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Renea1993
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I'd tell you to talk to a counselor, but that would be too hypocritical, so I guess you should always just know that confidence is harder to reject than shyness. Saying that still makes me a hypocrite but eh, w/e.
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HeadUpInTheClouds
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a lot of people feel that way
------- I'm gonna smoke weed for the rest of my life find me old postin' on my porch tokin' on my pipe.
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undercoverchic
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I keep people distant too. I don't really know what to tell you besides keep trying. For me, it's hard to see the good in people when all I can see is the bad. This type of thing is different for everyone.
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