my mom is always putting intense control on me. Shes also incredibly racist and tells me who to hang out with.

so there are these two guys. asian kid, who is so sweet and i really like him and theres white kid who is alright to hang with but i dont like him like that.

my mom lets me hang out with white kid and is always on my back to make sure im not seeing asian kid.

im so tired of being caught and yelled at all the time that i told asian kid i dont want to see you anymore (im too ashamed to admit i have a hateful ignorant mother)

and i hang out with white kid and im acting like im interested in him (im afriad if i dont hell leave and ill have no one to hang out with) most of my friends arent white so my mom doesnt let me hang with any of them and now that school is out im gonna be a loner.

a big loner. :( i just want this crap to be over.
now asian kid is calling my friend and hes all depressed and he doesnt deserve this at all.

what do i tell him?