So my friend casually told me the other day that she self harmed and she sometimes does it now. I didn't tell her that I do it because we were on a school trip at the time and I was a bit more warey on the subject. Tonight I told her about me self harming and she said she didn't think of me to be the type. She also told me of another girl who I know who does it too (I had my suspitions) Anyway..she gave me her therapists number just in case because she said I might get to a point where I need serious help. So I've saved the number but I doubt I'll ever use it unless I get to a point where my parents want to put me into therapy. At the moment they just think I'm being melo-dramatic and at one point they joked about it. I hate my family yet they're the only thing keeping me alive at the moment.
I just feel that self-harming is a part of my life and if I do it on a regular basis then so be it..It doesn't affect anyone else so why should I be forced to stop? Any cutters need to chat..I'm here! xx
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