I got a pregnancy test which came up negative, so our first time didn't get me pregnant. I also took the morning after pill because there was a condom malfunction two nights ago.

But the lady there told me to come back if I don't get my period in 3-4 weeks. So I won't even know what's up for maybe a month.
My period is already about 4 or 5 days late. It hasn't been late for almost 10 months. I think I've been spotting in the morning the past two days. but very very little.
I feel so fucking nauseated, and I don't know if it's because I'm pregnant or because I'm nervous about the possibility.
I'm watching Juno because everything else seems like it would just piss me off. Nothing seems like it matters right now.

I don't want to tell my parents [my mom's out of town anyway] because they'd never let me see my boyfriend again.

I feel so sick.

Please give me an idea of something to do to keep my mind off of this.