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I actually told my mom how i felt, and it didn't even matter.
Replies: 22Last Post Jan. 9 7:25pm by AcidSilence
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I talked to my mom about how i felt for the first time...
About how im mad at her for drinking, smoking, fighting with my dad, getting out of control. For yelling, blowing things out of proportion, always screaming at my sister and i. Never dropping things, holding grudges, talking to me about how she hates everything...


And it didn't even matter.
She didn't even care.
She kinda seemed like she did,
And yet here she is about 3 days later screaming at me for being a liar and being an idiot and saying "you wonder why im a fucking alcoholic!"

which is just fucking great.
i had never talked to her before.
and now i know i never will again.

because i dont my heart just sitting out there,
all my feelings and thoughts,
and her just stomping on them.

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blufindr


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Leave.

Don't even bother.

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ird13


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I would get her help if I were you.

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Quote: from blufindr at 7:08 pm on Jan. 9, 2009

Leave.

Don't even bother.


leave lw,
or leave my house?

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oridniv


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I know what you mean...I'm really shut down from my mom and when I open up she doesn't say shit till later when she's throwing a tantrum she'll bring up stuff like "you think I don't understand you huh?"

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xxAnimexxFanaticxx


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Just go. Shes not worth sticking around for.

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JMACCA


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Move out. That's what I ended up having to do, and it was so much better that I did.

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Quote: from ird13 at 7:08 pm on Jan. 9, 2009

I would get her help if I were you.

she has been hospitalized from it three times, in the mental ward once, in rehab at least twice, all this within the past 3 years.



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leave. im sorry for u that sucks

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Catalyst11


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Leave home, make yourself legally removed from your mom and find somewhere to live where you are under better circumstances


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Quote: from JMACCA at 7:09 pm on Jan. 9, 2009

Move out. That's what I ended up having to do, and it was so much better that I did.

I wish.
I'm 14.


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Jman19


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Oh... trust me, I know how this feels. I told my mom all my feelings a few days ago and she just stood there and looked at me blankly.  

It's not a very nice feeling, to finally open up to someone, and have them not give a shit. I'm sorry she isn't being respectful to your feelings, but it took a lot of courage for you to tell her how you felt. Be proud of yourself. That's a big step.

You know you can always PM me if you want to talk. :) Hang in there. x

Post edited at 7:11 pm on Jan. 9, 2009 by Jman19

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Catalyst11


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Quote: from AcidSilence at 7:10 pm on Jan. 9, 2009

Quote: from JMACCA at 7:09 pm on Jan. 9, 2009

Move out. That's what I ended up having to do, and it was so much better that I did.

I wish.
I'm 14.
 


You can go to court and get yourself legally removed from the family....there's a term for it......it starts with an e...

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cheer4jonas

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Talk 2 another adult u trust.

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JMACCA


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Quote: from AcidSilence at 10:10 pm on Jan. 9, 2009

Quote: from JMACCA at 7:09 pm on Jan. 9, 2009

Move out. That's what I ended up having to do, and it was so much better that I did.

I wish.
I'm 14.
 


I was only 15. Do you have a family member who would let you live with them? A close friend? I moved in with my grandmother when I left.

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